malins

Ja, kära vänner jag hoppas verkligen att ni har haft en jättebra julafton.
Tyvärr var min förmodligen den sämsta hittills.
Självklart hade den sina ljusa stunder, det är alltid trevligt att umgås med släkten, men jag vet inte.
Något fattades, det kändes helt enkelt inte som det ska kännas, fan också.

Kroatien 2008, Någonstans i Kornati National Park

You did the right thing,
covered your scars
Challenged your faith
and closed your eyes driving cars
For all that they knew
you were safe home
But you went through hell
whenever you were left alone

But you could see where I had been
from the pictures that they took
I tried to look positive at things,
Faced myself but didn't look
that was not honest
I was not healthy
I am not honest, honest.

I wish you could see
yourself through my eyes
There's no need to cling
to unnecessary lies
The voice in your head
whose spirit you stole
left you for dead
but you dug the hole

And I can tell where you had been
from the marks around your wrists
The red water washed away your sins
but are you as pure as this?
No, you are not honest
You are not healthy
You are not honest, honest.


Kroatien 2008, Kali

I've been walking around all day thinking
I think I have a problem, I think I think too much
I've been taught to hold back my tears and avoid them
but you've made pain into something I could touch

I've been walking around all day waiting
And waiting is all I seem to do
Cause I never get it unless I'm fed it
But this time I'll just have to
Yeah, this time I'll just have to